What about the people who your infected computer attacks or infects? It's not their fault. Believe it or not your actions have consequences for people besides yourself. The "I'm willing to take the risk" line doesn't cut it anymore.
No one will tell you where is the best place to get files mainly because it's illegal in many countries to download such material and the moderators here are VERY adament in reminding people about illegal downloads.
I'm sure you will find out eventually however not from here.