There you have it:

on !*:voice:#A: if $vnick == $me { chanserv devoice # $me }

Somehow my first post was deleted, all I want is to devoice myself when voiced, and I am so frustrated, everything I tried won't work, the answer this person posted won't work. (the channel name is A)

on !*:voice:#A: if $vnick == $me { msg chanserv voice # -$me }

I tried that, I tried replacing $me with my nick, I tried just using # instead of #A, I tried taking out the ! as I'm not exactly sure what it does, NOTHING. (sorry, really, frustrated)

What I want: when someone voices me, I message chanserv to devoice me. (I have op status in that channel and I've ident to nickserv!?)