But i need something that if this does not work (when i dont got an @ or i dont got acces to chanserv) that it does /mode $me -x join $chan mode $me +x
That makes is sound like you want it to work both when you are an op and when you are not an op, which is what it will do. It'll do the commands that you said you wanted it to do (in the quote I just showed) whenever you are not an op.
