hi, i just have one problem: for example i'm dowloading a big file and i shut down my pc. when i restart mirc i have lost my download: is there a solution thanks
No. Unless the person that you were d/l'ing the file from is online when you reconnect. I would suggest this site for resuming d/l's once you're disconnected - it has multi-user download capabilities and such.
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