Hi. You have stumbled upon the forums for mIRC client software help. If you have a question about how this program works, this is the place to ask!
The going-ons of any particular network or channel is completely outside of the scope of this website. Nobody here knows anything about e-books, how or why anyone would share them where, or what you're up to exactly. No, nobody here wants to know either.
Try Amazon.com for e-books. They have a wonderful selection available for purchase at very reasonable prices.
At least I won lunch.
Good philosophy, see good in bad, I like!